🌀 Books to unmake and remake you
🌀 Teachings to stretch the mind beyond old limits
🌀 Guides for those walking the threshold of awakening

These are the books I reached for when everything began to unravel — when the life I thought I knew dissolved, and I was left standing at the edge of the unknown.

This is not a “light reading” collection. It is for those ready to be challenged. For those who feel the cracks opening — in their belief systems, in their understanding of self, in the nature of reality.

Here you will find books on past life regression, metaphysical translations of scripture, ancient esoteric wisdom, spirit guides, akashic records, astral projection, psychedelic gateways, Pleiadian transmissions, teachings on the Great Awakening, and much more as time goes on.

Each one holds frequencies designed to disrupt what no longer serves — to stretch the mind beyond the limits of cultural conditioning. These books taught me the language of the universe — the patterns, symbols, and truths that were never offered in the world I was raised in.

If you are drawn here, trust it. These are not “safe” ideas — they are meant to unseat what was stagnant. They are meant to open.

Some will feel like coming home. Others may shake the ground beneath your feet. That is their purpose. And all of them carry codes to help you remember.

Choose with your heart. Move at your own pace. Let the words meet you where you are.

Here you will also find the Dark Night of the Soul Starter Pack.

Apps that helped me during this time: Expand by the Monroe Institute.

🌹 for the Womb-Remembering Woman 🌹

You were not taught this. You were not meant to be.

That was the design — to sever you from your womb, to silence her wisdom, to erase her from the maps of medicine and the scrolls of spirit.
But no severance is permanent.
No forgetting is final.
Because the womb remembers.

She is the cosmic portal — the bridge between worlds.
She is where life enters. Where spirit becomes form. Where the unseen becomes seen.

Your womb is not simply an organ.
She is your deepest oracle.
She holds the memory of all your incarnations, the imprints of every ancestor before you, the echoes of loves and losses, births and betrayals.
And yes — the wounds. But also — the power.

The blood you release is not “unclean.”
It is the shedding of stories, the clearing of lineage, the renewal of your field.
The orgasm you generate is not “sin.”
It is creation energy — the raw force of manifestation — capable of reshaping timelines.
Your cycles mirror the cycles of the cosmos — the moon, the earth, the stars — because you are not separate from them.
You are them.

And when the womb begins to open… when she is truly heard…
the pineal responds.
A channel is restored — womb to pineal, pineal to womb — awakening the forgotten circuitry of feminine knowing.
This is the true “third eye” — not separate from the womb, but rooted in her power.

Womb wisdom changed my entire approach to life — in a way that I never looked back from.
Living as the walking portal that you are… is something sacred.
It shifts the way you move through the world, the way you love, the way you create, the way you manifest, the way you meet life itself.

In this section, you will find:
✨ Books on cycle syncing — for harmonizing with your body’s rhythms. Some great apps to help with this are Stardust, 28, MyFlo, and Glow!
✨ Modern feminine wisdom — the doorway back in
✨ Ancient womb teachings — from the temples of old
✨ The sacred use of orgasm — for healing and creation
✨ Archetypal feminine energies — not for worship, but for embodiment
✨ The wisdom of blood, the wisdom of birth, the wisdom of death and rebirth
✨ And the remembrance of the women who came before — those silenced, those burned, those erased — and whose voices are rising again through you.

If you’re unsure where to begin, Womb Awakening by Azra Bertrand is a beautiful initiation.

Horns of the Goddess by Dolores Cannon awoke codes I didn’t realize I was already remembering.

If you feel called here, it is no accident.
It means your womb is asking to be heard.
To be felt.
To be honored.
To be loved.

Because the time of forgetting is ending.
And the womb wisdom is rising again.

🌿 for honoring the temple of your incarnation 🌿

Your soul has a body, not the other way around. Your body is not separate from your spirit.
It is the living temple your soul chose to inhabit — for this life, this incarnation, this great remembering.

It is the bridge between the seen and unseen.
The place where frequency meets form.
And to care for this vessel… is to honor the sacred contract you made — to be here, in this body, at this time.

Too often, in spiritual circles, the body is neglected — left behind as the mind and spirit seek the stars.
But true wisdom is embodied.
Ascension does not leave the body — it moves through it.
And the higher frequencies you seek can only root in a vessel strong enough, clear enough, soft enough to hold them.

Your body is not an afterthought.
It is the chalice for your light.

Kundalini rising… cannot move through a blocked, starved, or neglected body.
Your chakras… cannot spin with clarity if the vessel is dimmed.
The nervous system… is the highway of your intuition.
The breath… is the bridge between worlds.

The more you nourish, open, and tend to your physical form, the more your spirit can move through you — effortlessly, joyfully, expansively.

In this section you will find:
✨ Books on kundalini awakening — the great life force within
✨ The wisdom of the chakras — ancient maps of the subtle body
✨ Reiki and energy healing — to clear and align your field
✨ Meditation — to anchor spirit in the body
✨ Holistic and herbal remedies — nature’s medicine for your vessel
✨ Sacred nourishment — to embody higher frequencies

This collection is smaller now — but it will grow. As I deepen, I add.

Because each time I remember that my body is not separate — it is the gift — the way opens even more.
And I find myself drawn, again and again, to higher vibrational ways of caring for her.
Not from perfection — but from reverence.

Your body is not an accident.
It is not a cage.
It is the temple you chose — because your soul believed it could hold the light you came to bring.

✨ Your birth chart is a portal — but only if it speaks the true language of the sky.

Most of the astrology you encounter in the West is not astrology — it is a distortion.
Tropical (Western) astrology does not reflect where the stars actually are. It is tied to the Gregorian calendar — an artificial patriarchal human construct — and no longer aligned with the heavens.
Over centuries, as the Earth slowly shifts on its axis (precession), tropical astrology has drifted nearly 24 degrees off from where the planets actually are in the sky.

If you were to open an astronomy app and look up at the stars on your birthday, you would see that the Sun was likely not transiting the sign Western astrology told you.
You have been taught to tune into frequencies that were never yours — to shape your identity through mirrors that do not reflect your soul.

This is why so many people feel dissonance with their "Western" chart — because it is not the map their soul chose.
The truth is in the stars — not in man-made systems.

✨ Vedic (or Jyotish) astrology is the true, sidereal system. It is based on the actual sky — the real-time movements of the constellations and planets.
This is the ancient astrology — the language of the cosmos, passed down through oral and written lineages from the great wisdom schools. It honors the reality of the heavens. It sees what is.

Your sidereal chart is not a belief system — it is an energetic blueprint. It is the portal you chose to incarnate through.
You selected these placements — these frequencies — as the codes for this life.
To walk through life misaligned from that truth can scatter your field. To remember the sky as it truly was when you were born — that is power.

✨ And it goes even deeper.
Western astrology knows only 12 signs — but Vedic astrology honors the 27 Nakshatras — the Lunar Mansions.
Each Nakshatra carries a deep soul lesson — an archetypal energy woven across many incarnations.

Three people may all carry a Leo Sun — but each may be of a different Nakshatra. Each will express Leo energy through an entirely different karmic lens.
This is why Nakshatras matter — they speak to your soul lineages — not just your personality.

✨ Astrology is not for entertainment — it is the language of the universe.
But you must choose to learn its true tongue. Astrology is a tool, not a belief system, you either know how to use it or you don’t.
If you are running a false program — if you study a system that does not mirror the sky — you are speaking gibberish to the stars.
And they will not answer.

I say this with love — but also with fire. I cannot watch this distortion persist.
Western astrology is a game.
Sidereal is the key.

✨ How I use this in my work:
Vedic astrology was one of the greatest permission slips of my awakening — it shifted my entire path.
Though I am not a certified astrologer, it is a passion I weave deeply into my sessions.
I study Nakshatras, Ketu (past life karma), Chiron (wounds & healing), and the transiting Moon on the day of my QHHT sessions — because these speak to the soul in ways no Western chart can touch.

This is why I ask for your birth information in advance — so I can see what your higher self wrote into your chart as signposts for this lifetime.

If you wish to explore this on your own:
✨ My favorite Vedic astrology app is Cosmic Insights — linked here.
✨ You can also look up your sidereal chart on Astro Seek — linked here.
✨ I also recommend Claire Nakti on YouTube, for her modern teachings on the Nakshatras.
✨ And if you wish to see whose insights I follow, check my TikTok reposts as I repost many of my favorite Vedic astrologers. Also my TikTok following list is public — there are many wonderful Vedic astrologers there.

This section is small now because I mostly use the resources above, but it will grow as I continue my own studies — each book listed here is one I have read or am reading — none are random suggestions.

✨ To speak with the universe, you must learn the stars’ true language.
Vedic is the sky. The sky is your soul’s mirror.
You deserve to remember.